So here I am 846 days from the last time we spoke. It still feels like it was just last week...which really blows my mind. What I'm still getting is the conversation from people that I should be over this by now and moving on to date others or at least explore it. I sometimes feel that way but then I know that's not really going to make me happy. What I don't know is how to address it when I'm asked. I don't know if it's wrong to say...hey I had an absolutely wonderful husband and relationship and I don't feel the need to seek anything else out at least at this time. That sounds nice and decent right? But sometimes the meaness in me wants to say...hey just because you don't have a wonderful husband you respect and love or your relationship is broken don't push me. Or...you're not even in a relationship so how can you speak on the subject. I guess I should do as my creator who has given me a manual on how to address the situation which is in Ephesians 4:29 Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs. Oh a hard road to travel down but I know it's for my own good to watch what I speak, what I profess, what I give out to the universe...or even just those in my own circle.