Well, Friday May 20th marked our 10th wedding anniversay. It's strange that we were only married 8 years before you went to be with Papa and it always felt like we had always been together. That our lives prior was just a dress rehearsal for the real thing. A chance to work out all the kinks before taking on the real production. I remember us talking long hours into the night about such matters. Laying in bed and giggling about the days events or funny stories of our childhood. I had a blast with you and those memories sustain me. Your love truly has reached beyond the grave and of course it doesn't keep me warm on the cold nights but it keeps my heart warm and my memories are deep like a rooted tree. I miss you my love, I miss you deeply, but I continue to talk to you almost daily. I know that somehow you hear me...that just maybe Papa has granted this next miracle in our relationship. I tun to our source Papa God and through my love and devotion to our creator I still feel the love you left me with. Thank you Papa God for giving me the insight to move forward without ever feeling I have to leave behind my love.
i carry your heart with me
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
E.E. Cummings
i carry your heart with me
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
E.E. Cummings